COMPETING WITH GOD...IN GAME CALLED LIFE..

Back to the pavelion again....ohh there is a correction..
back to the ground again from the pavelion actually.
obviously went on back foot,coz of some personal reasons saying just like bill gates used to say when he used to face the media after a short crimp of gap...
well gathered my self for my lovely lakshaya..
definitely somewhere was loosing the spirit but now again my passion is on heights..
jus according to the demand and cruiciality of time..
tym changes everything,yeah sure god is there to make us strong enough to compatalise with the situations,though he is the one who is offering the same...
question frequentalise always
y god make u to meet people,who have to go?
ans...obviously to make us strong enough to tolerate each and every even the worst situation of life..really i got many tough times at many instances...
i think the mighty one loves me very much that he is only concentrating on me to make me perfect...
thanks a lot god...now send something new and interesting challenge, curious to enjoy that also this level of game has been secured by me...
but this challenge was a bit...complicated...quite tricky i guess..
was unique of its kind..gave me many experiences...
but frankly confessing

"i dont have so much patience to handle one more similar kind of challenge.. "

fine acha tha...i will always keep praying u to give me strength to play against u,m a bit clever actually dont u think....my magesty...?
thanks for giving me all the strength...thats the way i believe and follow u..

ofcourse keep blessing my friends also,sshh....biting at their back... "they are a bit weak actually,so please throw challenges of their share to me itself..."i beg to be a bit partial...

i am a gud player actually...i am interested in life with challenges...
but the recent challenge...if i concern about was a bit crispy...yeah the one mentioned above...on which i have just thrown the light
was dangerous actually...directly impacted on my studies and health...but yes i managed to be an innovative player even though lacking experience...
LOVE is considered to be a great feeling...feeling my foot, dimag ki ma behen ek kar deta hai...bc..
GOD was really in a mood to defeat me in the challenge and thrown me a situational challenge of the same disgursting and hateful LOVE....
n i was really trapped in his web...if i wudnt pray him ,so i would have surely been defeated...THANKS A LOT MY MAGESTY....
thanks for giving me so much strength to face and win every situation... today i can say i am out of EVERY DIPRESSION even won every game...and one is in continuity..dont confuse it with that of love but of my carreer soon will be securing that also... its a promise as i dont break my promises..
o dear god, u considered my above habit as my weakness...actually it has proved to be my strength as i could check out my determination thanks for the power and vigour u gave to me.....
but wait yar... now need some gap actually...first will give my exams then will play next
i consulate u
we will have great fun together
and i hope even i believe u ,y that u wont have any tricky game regarding my exams otherwise...i will be finished...pehle hi bata de raha hu...cant face any new failure in exam...
lemme describe the recent challenge that of love hehehe what a filde thing...
y we love someone interesting question...the whole year passed in the same hubdub yeah managed to find the key to win the game and secret was disclosed..
the situation that god has thrown me was
why we love someone stranger...
actually took about a year to find the answer but finally was able

"we love some one even find someone to love outside the home if we dont get the same at our home..."
simple and actually it was just a tricky situation and i really got confused with the situation and was trying to find the answer by engaging with the situation... n was getting failure stuck with lods of tension and dipression... actually what should i have done at the moment i wud have leave the situation as it is and should have not concentrated on that....

i was so much confused n was curious to solve the puzzle that i forgot that the answer was with me...at my home itself...
n was hidden behind my family...i have every one in family to love me...i am the favourite at my home my relatives,my neighbour,my teachers,my friends everyone's...y i was trying to b a favourite of merely a stupid gal..(not stupid actually not at all deserving any blame) and finally i realised y m searching that outside i am not orphan that i should beg like a bhikari to others...

and for sure god has shown me his love by

giving some stupid creatures like sachin,rishabh,sunny,etc and abhishek....yeah some sweet and innocent (though no one is actually) friends...he is really partial to me thanks and one more partiality giving me sis like shubhi di really bahut kuch kia aapne mere lie...
so i am ready to play the next game....
but rules are no girl in the game...okay!!!!
but the game was interesting and i think nothing is for vein may be its motive was to give me a story of a novel,as he know i can write truths well
so meri hi wat laga di ....sahi hai beta
thanks now i understand the motive...
jab jab jo jo hona ho tab tab vo vo hota hai....

shivam bhardwaj
in a cheering mood...;-D